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Day of Wrath (Comission Addon)

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Extra addon to a commission for :iconchaoticallykhaos:
LITERALLY FINISHED USING A MOUSE.
I don't even really need my tablet other then sketching the poses and basic deets now, my new coloring style is op as FUUUUUK.

I decided to add more light in this version to give it a more feely feel, I really loved doing her skirt for some reason x3
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On a personal note:
SO I FOUND OUT I'M NOT BAT-SHIT INSANE.
I'm just living with OCD.
Apparently, OCD doesn't necessarily mean you organize things a specific way, or always wash your hands, or anything like that. It's the way your brain processes thoughts. Danny from Gamegrumps told a story about his youth in one episode from Wind Waker where he talked about life with OCD, and I realized that I knew EXACTLY what he meant by how his thoughts worked. It's like a tree, you start with a main thought, branch out into a relevant one, a kinda relevant one, then a not really relevant thought, until eventually your thoughts have nothing to do with the original thought and make you depressed.
I.E:
Cat videos> Cats> I own cats> I owned dogs> my dogs died> depressed. (sometimes even going much farther then that.)
And it all happens so fast, you can't even keep track of how you thought of what.
Some other signs are feeling the need to check doors,windows, ovens, and all that jazz for safety, and all kinds of other things I can't remember of the top of my head.
I've figured out how to intervene between my tree-thoughts, and actually stop myself before I get depressed. I've been alot happier this past week, smiling and laughing more then I have in months. I've acutally figured out how to keep myself happy, and under a WEEK. I would have never really thought OCD was a possibility because nobody ever explains the mental way of it, they just show the physical symptoms of it. I'd really like to thank Danny for helping me out, I've finally figured out how to not be trapped inside my own head thanks to him. I'm hoping to talk this over with my physicist tomorrow to see if there's any other hints and tips she can give me, but all together I'm already so much better.
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This is so awesome!!:excited:  I love the blood and that background! Squee! 
Thank you so much!la in love :love:  Your work is so awesome! Let me hug you! 

And about the OCD, oh yeah! There's different forms of it. I have OCD. I always suffered from it the mental way but lately it's increasing where certain habits are becoming more of a must and I go insane if I don't do it >.<